Track Name: February 15, 2015 (a sad song for sad souls who don't know how to have healthy interactions with other people)
I spent another evening all alone
All i wanted was a hand to hold.
I won't ever let you get too close;
I won't let you in.
Never have I felt lonelier than i did today
But I'll still push everyone who loves me far away.
Clearly I am not okay,
So you should just get away, get away from me
I'm a coward, I am a liar; I am your nightmare, I am your wet dream.
You adore me, I cannot love you; I will hurt you, you will hurt me.
I'm not a man, I'm not a boy; I'm not your lover, I'm not your friend.
I'm not perfect, I'm not worth it; I don't belong here: I should be dead.
I see my imperfections, i refuse to change.
For that reason, you should stay away.